I Guess ...

You know how much i need you , i love you , i miss you . You never know bout it i knew it . But you dont even need me in your life because im not so important for you . I know 'she' is the best for you . Thanks for loving me even for just a week . I really appreciate it . After 'she' exist in your life , you know im very sad of it . I hate her so much . I will never apologize her forever . Tell her thanks alot  because take you from me . But if i just can be your friend , it worth it . I accept the fact . Everyday i aways thinking of you non stop at all . But you never thinkin of me never ever . When i see your picture in my phone, it can make me cry . Yes at school , i look very happy but you know my heart happy or not . No right ? When i see you with 'her' i feel like i want to kill myself and keep crying . Actually i dont want my friend to know tht im not happy at all , i dont want to make them worried and scold you because of me . So i just SHUT UP my mouth and face it by myself . Youre my first and my last love . I dont care what people sayin out there because iloveyousomuch . You think im not jealous ? watch my friend have their own love . They love each other infront of me . I will never forget my first date with you even its not important to you . I'll pray for you and her will happy forever after . Idoloveyousomuch <3